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Friday Dec 13, 2002

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can't quit crying.

this move is a lot like the one I made at the end of my junior year of high school. A boy who won't give me a proper good-bye and ignores me. Feeling like nobody cares that I'm leaving. At least then I had a best friend who did care... here... there really isn't anybody. My closest friend doesn't seem to care at all. I mean, nobody really told me bye tonight. Dinner was the three of them talking and me trying to contribute but they mostly talked about things I couldn't contribute to...

this happened then too... me wanting to have things be for ME, a dinner for MY leaving. Junior year of high school a large group of us ate at this one place on the last day of school. There were people I didn't even really know there--it wasn't my thing at all. Tonight it wasn't either. What the fuck?!

It's not fair. This move is killing me and no one cares. Why can't I mean anything to anyone?

frown frown frown frown frown
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liquid29:
The Rev is right, there are no really good things you can say, and it does suck when people you thought were your friends turn out to be less than good ones.
In a way, tho, it does give you something to look forward for the move, new people who you can get close to. I know, it's not much, but you never know, this move could be the best thing to happen to you.
There are good people everywhere, it's just hard to find them. smile
Dec 13, 2002
bionicfemme:
frown Where are you moving to?

You'll still be on SG, right???
Dec 16, 2002

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