Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

catculus

Shreveport

Member Since 2002

Followers 30 Following 25

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Friday Dec 13, 2002

Dec 12, 2002
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
can't quit crying.

this move is a lot like the one I made at the end of my junior year of high school. A boy who won't give me a proper good-bye and ignores me. Feeling like nobody cares that I'm leaving. At least then I had a best friend who did care... here... there really isn't anybody. My closest friend doesn't seem to care at all. I mean, nobody really told me bye tonight. Dinner was the three of them talking and me trying to contribute but they mostly talked about things I couldn't contribute to...

this happened then too... me wanting to have things be for ME, a dinner for MY leaving. Junior year of high school a large group of us ate at this one place on the last day of school. There were people I didn't even really know there--it wasn't my thing at all. Tonight it wasn't either. What the fuck?!

It's not fair. This move is killing me and no one cares. Why can't I mean anything to anyone?

frown frown frown frown frown
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
liquid29:
The Rev is right, there are no really good things you can say, and it does suck when people you thought were your friends turn out to be less than good ones.
In a way, tho, it does give you something to look forward for the move, new people who you can get close to. I know, it's not much, but you never know, this move could be the best thing to happen to you.
There are good people everywhere, it's just hard to find them. smile
Dec 13, 2002
bionicfemme:
frown Where are you moving to?

You'll still be on SG, right???
Dec 16, 2002

More Blogs

  • 03.27.06
    3

    Monday Mar 27, 2006

    Spring Break is over. I should be working on my senior project but in…
  • 03.23.06
    1

    Thursday Mar 23, 2006

    I had a friend over last night. It's pretty cool, I rarely get visite…
  • 03.19.06
    2

    Sunday Mar 19, 2006

    Friday night I went to Natchitoches to go to a party with my sister. …
  • 03.13.06
    2

    Tuesday Mar 14, 2006

    I've just been studying for my advanced calculus midterm and I've pre…
  • 03.05.06
    1

    Sunday Mar 05, 2006

    I received a few bits of bad new yesterday: 1. My first choice, U…
  • 03.03.06
    0

    Friday Mar 03, 2006

    Thursday night was silly. I didn't get much sleep Wednesday night and…
  • 03.01.06
    0

    Wednesday Mar 01, 2006

    I got really drunk last night with my sister. I should have been stud…
  • 02.27.06
    4

    Tuesday Feb 28, 2006

    I wish she'd call. I don't know how the 14-page letter I sent her las…
  • 02.26.06
    3

    Sunday Feb 26, 2006

    I went out both Friday and Saturday nights and now, since I don't hav…
  • 02.21.06
    1

    Wednesday Feb 22, 2006

    I seem to have accidently renewed my account here. Oops. It's not lik…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
9
months
3
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,120,815 followers
  • 14,918,684 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,386,545 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo