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I hate Brian. I was talking to Ryan about practice and then he left to do homework and I went to take a shower and he said this:
RPMguitar: hey
RPMguitar: bad news, no practice today
RPMguitar: brian cant make it
RPMguitar: he's got a management test
and then he signed off before I got back so I couldn't make arrangements to see him anyway... like he would have let me; it's like I'm not allowed to see him out of things PCB related.
I'm so angry. I was really looking forward to t his and I feel like I'm never going to see him again. I guess I could call him.... ugh. I don't want to call crying. That wouldn't be very attractice.
People who actually care about school ruin my life.
I mean, isn't it just a little bit insane to not be able to take an hour and a half out of studying to practice with your fucking band.
Aurgh. I don't know what to do. I guess I could do homework, but what fun is that?
I skipped class again today. I suck. Someone should kick my ass.