catculus

RPMguitar: just got back from seeing signs with this girl tamara
Emotastica: who's that?
RPMguitar: some girl i met online
Emotastica: oh
RPMguitar: i shoulda learned my lesson after getting kinda involved with claire, but eh
Emotastica: ah
RPMguitar: i'm not sure if i like tamara or not yet though

fucker. then he signed off (was having computer problems though). I tried calling him but got his roommate... how annoying is it that his roommate's name is Brian? Conversation went something like this:
-Ryan?
-Yeah... wait... Brian?
-Ryan
-Oh, he went to New Orleans
-Oh, ok.
-ok. *click*

I'm so shaky, nervous, frustrated... Maybe he'll call when he gets back into town? Maybe I should email him telling him I need to talk to him / see him when he gets back? I don't know. I mean, I really need to talk with him. Especially efore something else progresses there. I don't need to watch him go through another relationship... I just... I don't know, I don't know if I have a chance or not, and I probably don't but I really need to talk to him because I like him a lot more than he thinks I do.

ADDENDUM:
Duh, why didn't I be happy about this ealrier: he's SINGLE.