Been listening to PCB. I sent a bunch of songs to Scott. He seemed to liked them.
Still haven't heard from Ryan. Imagine that. I don't think he's been online but iit's a little harder to tell on Trillian. I think he would have at least replied to my email or SOMETHING.
So, extreme sexual frustration and I listen to PCB. Being hearing his voice is just going to help me out sooo much.
Fuck. I hate this bullshit.
Why do people have to keep talking about sex / masturbation. This doesn't help at all.
And then I got the "bisexuals are greedy" thing again. What the fuck?
Why do I listen to songs he has recommended to me, bands he has recommended to me... they're all just so good. And I can thing of little music I like that he doesn't, and the other stuff I just don't know if he likes or not (chick rock, classical...).
I feel like curling up in bed and crying. Imagine that.
Still haven't heard from Ryan. Imagine that. I don't think he's been online but iit's a little harder to tell on Trillian. I think he would have at least replied to my email or SOMETHING.
So, extreme sexual frustration and I listen to PCB. Being hearing his voice is just going to help me out sooo much.
Fuck. I hate this bullshit.
Why do people have to keep talking about sex / masturbation. This doesn't help at all.
And then I got the "bisexuals are greedy" thing again. What the fuck?
Why do I listen to songs he has recommended to me, bands he has recommended to me... they're all just so good. And I can thing of little music I like that he doesn't, and the other stuff I just don't know if he likes or not (chick rock, classical...).
I feel like curling up in bed and crying. Imagine that.
