Isidore was a wimp. I bet the chancellor feels silly for cancelleling classes today. *laughs at the chancellor*
I'm listening to Radiohead, "Pablo Honey."
I think a lot of this is pre-menstrual moodiness.
It used toreally bother me when Ryan's away message was "Good things come to those who wait." Now he uses the default, "I am away from my computer right now." This offends me because I fell like he changed to because of me. Like he changed it because he knew I was interpreting "good things come to those who wait" to mean I should wait... for him. I accidently IMed him some day saying, "I keep waiting but good things never come." (I had meant to say it to someone else.)
Yeah, so the world revolves around me and everything Ryan does has something to do with me.
I'm so angry. I don't know why I'm so angry. I don't really have any reason to be angry. He NEVER lead me on. Unless being nice to me is leading me on but he's just that, a nice guy.
A stupid nice guy.
Yeah, stupid.
Fuck him and his stupidity.
Anyway, the Austin trip is on. I'm going. Yay! I'm worried about cleaning my piercing... I mean, how am I going to heat up the water?
I also need to start practicing putting my Keeper in since my period's supposed to start Sunday. That will be fun. Ha! My friend who got one said that the first few months are frustrating. I'm sure it will be extra frustrating for me--I was never able to figure out tampons.
Gentry just called me about the panel tomorrow. Yay! I'm excited! I get to go talk about my sexuality with a classroom of people I don't know! And I, who am not even all that sure about my sexuality! Yay!
I should probably hit the ATM before the trip tomorrow. I suppose I can do that after the panel thing. I want chocolate. Should I blame my non-vegan chocolate-eating on pre-menstrualness? I think so. Yay for bad excuses!
Someone wrote "Everytime you masturbate God kill a kitten" underneath the "Sex Can Wait--MASTURBATE" on my door so I wrote, "Everytime you kill a kitten, God masturbates." I'm so annoying. Or weird maybe. I love disturbing people in my hall.
Which makes me realize that I still need to write my essay on the female masturbation taboo. Hmmm.
I also need to do homework before Monday's trip. Wee!
Yeah, so chocolate.
I'm listening to Radiohead, "Pablo Honey."
I think a lot of this is pre-menstrual moodiness.
It used toreally bother me when Ryan's away message was "Good things come to those who wait." Now he uses the default, "I am away from my computer right now." This offends me because I fell like he changed to because of me. Like he changed it because he knew I was interpreting "good things come to those who wait" to mean I should wait... for him. I accidently IMed him some day saying, "I keep waiting but good things never come." (I had meant to say it to someone else.)
Yeah, so the world revolves around me and everything Ryan does has something to do with me.
I'm so angry. I don't know why I'm so angry. I don't really have any reason to be angry. He NEVER lead me on. Unless being nice to me is leading me on but he's just that, a nice guy.
A stupid nice guy.
Yeah, stupid.
Fuck him and his stupidity.
Anyway, the Austin trip is on. I'm going. Yay! I'm worried about cleaning my piercing... I mean, how am I going to heat up the water?
I also need to start practicing putting my Keeper in since my period's supposed to start Sunday. That will be fun. Ha! My friend who got one said that the first few months are frustrating. I'm sure it will be extra frustrating for me--I was never able to figure out tampons.
Gentry just called me about the panel tomorrow. Yay! I'm excited! I get to go talk about my sexuality with a classroom of people I don't know! And I, who am not even all that sure about my sexuality! Yay!
I should probably hit the ATM before the trip tomorrow. I suppose I can do that after the panel thing. I want chocolate. Should I blame my non-vegan chocolate-eating on pre-menstrualness? I think so. Yay for bad excuses!
Someone wrote "Everytime you masturbate God kill a kitten" underneath the "Sex Can Wait--MASTURBATE" on my door so I wrote, "Everytime you kill a kitten, God masturbates." I'm so annoying. Or weird maybe. I love disturbing people in my hall.
Which makes me realize that I still need to write my essay on the female masturbation taboo. Hmmm.
I also need to do homework before Monday's trip. Wee!
Yeah, so chocolate.
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joscelyne:
i gotcha 
liquid29:
Kinda dig the profile pic...it's a good outlet for the artists displeasure with then preoccupation with appearance in the modern world, the increasing mutual exclusivity of visual and emotional stimuli....or something like that 