catculus

Ok, this is "My Song." It's the first of the songs I wrote (Ryan is the subject). This one came to me when I was thinking about how his songs about imaginary and real girls and how I'd like him to write a song for me but I was like, "fuck it, I'll write my own damn song." So, yeah, that's what this is. I just editted it a bit.

My Song

This is the song you never wrote
No matter how I wanted it.
And you cant see me as a girl
No matter how I try.

But who am I to ask for something like that?
And who am I to say how others should feel?
What made me think Id ever be
the dream girl in your songs?

Chorus

This is my song;
Its not your song.
Not even if you
Want it to be.
This is my song;
Its not your song.
Not even if I
Want it to be.

My friends call me a fool
Because I wont get over you
They say I dont even try
What makes them think I want to?

But for now Ill write my own damn song
Imaginary girls are never strong
What made me ever want to be the
Dream girl in your songs?


(Chorus)

She doesnt feel the way that I do
Shes just an image
I dont think shell ever be true
Cant you see that now?

This is my song
Its not your song
How did I ever look up to
The dream girl in your songs?