catculus

I'm fucking miserable. I skipped my senior seminar meeting today because I didn't feel like going because I didn't have anything to present. Better to sit at home and watch three episodes of Six Feet Under and feel complete miserable than to drive all the way up there with nothing to say and feel humiliated, right? So, I'm feeling like quite a loser and I'm lonely and I should really do something math but I'd rather socialize so I'll sit around and feel sorry for myself. I am meeting some people at a movie tonight. I really just want to see my best friend but I couldn't get ahold of him. *sigh*