catatac

Crap, my first friend is gone. Said too much I suppose. Sheesh, people are so gaddamn touchy around here lately. How sad.
Well, today I'm off to the exotic animal show in hillsboro to see the poor, scared creatures that are not domestic and were never meant to be caged. I wish I had a huge ranch with an aviary and different large tropical enclosures...
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Well, goddamnit, I didn't get the job. For the life of me, I can't figure out why I'm pissed. It was a retail job. I fucking hate retail. It paid $8.50 an hour. LAME. And it would've been a 3 hr commute back and forth. DUH on my part. I'm just pissed THEY turned ME down. It should always be the other way around. Of...
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WTF??? Why is my journal all wonky?

Well, I've been poking about hither and thither and I'm not likeing what I see. (Hats off to Sicily though.) Fucking money always outweighs humanity. How fucking unfortunate. I really like having my journal here.
CAT

Nevermind all this, I feel icky.
Cat

Ohhh ma godddd, I had to go to the dentist today. I HATE the dentist. I get SO irrationally scared. I can think inside my brain: "this does not hurt. People go to the dentist every day. They are helping me keep my nice teeth." But my muscles tense, my heart goes a mile a minute and big tears gush from my eyes. I can't...
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