Woo. Biggest. Spaz. Ever.
After 7 hours or crying, an Effexor and a Percocet, crying to darling little sister and my sweet sweet mom, lying in a dark room with a blue Lava lamp and an icy eye pack, listening to Debussy's "Snowflakes are Dancing" hugging Little Big Bird and a decent night's sleep, I'm feeling much, much better today. I'm glad to finally get all that off my chest. Thanks everyone who posted a nice comment for me. They helped.
I'm listening to STP and getting ready to go out. I have no idea where. But I need an adventure and it's not raining for once.
Think about all the music you know. All of it, that you really know inside and out. Songs you love now, songs you listened to over and over and over as a kid, commercial jingles, tv show songs, oldies, stuff your parents listen to. All those lyrics, tempo changes, downbeats, bass lines, bridges, choruses.... you know exactly where the changes are, the pitch of the guitar solos...you can air-guitar them and screech along: nee neeeeeee NEEEE Neeee nee nananananaaaa....baadadadadadadaaaa!!!!!! Ba-DANG!!!!
How much of our brainpower is taken up by remembering all these nuances? I wish I could remember everything like I remember my favorite songs. I could be a freakin genius. Maybe I'll work on that today too.
After 7 hours or crying, an Effexor and a Percocet, crying to darling little sister and my sweet sweet mom, lying in a dark room with a blue Lava lamp and an icy eye pack, listening to Debussy's "Snowflakes are Dancing" hugging Little Big Bird and a decent night's sleep, I'm feeling much, much better today. I'm glad to finally get all that off my chest. Thanks everyone who posted a nice comment for me. They helped.
I'm listening to STP and getting ready to go out. I have no idea where. But I need an adventure and it's not raining for once.
Think about all the music you know. All of it, that you really know inside and out. Songs you love now, songs you listened to over and over and over as a kid, commercial jingles, tv show songs, oldies, stuff your parents listen to. All those lyrics, tempo changes, downbeats, bass lines, bridges, choruses.... you know exactly where the changes are, the pitch of the guitar solos...you can air-guitar them and screech along: nee neeeeeee NEEEE Neeee nee nananananaaaa....baadadadadadadaaaa!!!!!! Ba-DANG!!!!
How much of our brainpower is taken up by remembering all these nuances? I wish I could remember everything like I remember my favorite songs. I could be a freakin genius. Maybe I'll work on that today too.
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I don't understand people who hate and insult and judge based on weight. Weight doesn't hurt on-lookers, but fucked up comments about weight hurt and debilitate those who have to endure them. Sometimes I want to slap the shit out of humanity for being so ugly. I know I'm not making a lot of sense, I'm feeling rather inarticulate right now. recap: You're lovely, and people are stupid. Fin.