catagogogo

Its been an interesting week, to say the least. I (sort of) got a
promotion....more responsibility which is good because it shows faith in
my ability, but they're definitely under-paying me. And its hard and
chaotic. I'm now managing two properties in Lafayette...Granted they're
both under 70 units each, but they have way too high vacancy, and I have
to review the financials in more depth, but from what I can tell so far,
they're not good.

To top it off, I've only been at home for one night, and its been
because I passed out from pure exhaustion the other night. It hasn't
been going out and getting hammered, so much as going out for a drink or
two, and to hang out with Lisa.

And I feel like I still haven't really seen anyone. I'm being a social
butterfly, or so it seems. But I feel like I'm not really there. Cut off
from emotions because, frankly, I don't have time to be emotional. I've
got too much on my plate to deal with or focus on anything other than
work and not failing at this juggling act I've got now.

I hate knowing a lot of people feel left out, or are hurt by my lack
of....emotion. Or energy for anything but what's easy and simple and
uncomplicated. I have so much on my mind, and so much in my personal
life to deal with. But I choose work instead.