so, i didnt go to work today. i needed a mental health day. everythings so overwhelming. and i needed to take a break. i should be packing for the move, or cleaning, or something. but im watching tv, drinking my carafe of coffee, and cuddling with the kittens.
they didnt get my message at the office, and apparently freaked out. they pounded on my door (apparently, i slept through it) and then took the master keys, and fucking came into my apartment. i yelled out that i was ok, but had food poisening, and had left a message. they also called my in case of emergency, so i had a franticly worried mother who left me a slightly hysterical, very worried message. i feel bad, but they completely blew the thing out of proportion. i did call and leave a message this morning. but apparently with my shitty reception, and sleepy brain, it didnt actually get left. the phone dropped my call, and i didnt know. i dont want to go to work tomorrow, but cant afford not to. its going to be tight financially as it is, and i desperately need to get paid friday (my last day) or im pretty much screwed
i wish i had gas money to go out to davis tonight. i want to see some people, and last night was exactly what i needed for the most part. i know im just in one of those PMS-y, needy, blah moods, and that it will pass. but til then, i feel the need for social comfort. which i dont really have out here.
im talking to my tattoo artist. and i reallllly wanna go get work done on my half sleeve. but i cant afford to.
blahh...
back to watching cats & dogs on the AMC channel. god bless cable.
oh, and HELP! does anyone in the santa rosa area have boxes i can have to pack with? or know where i can get decent sized boxes for free?
thanks <3
they didnt get my message at the office, and apparently freaked out. they pounded on my door (apparently, i slept through it) and then took the master keys, and fucking came into my apartment. i yelled out that i was ok, but had food poisening, and had left a message. they also called my in case of emergency, so i had a franticly worried mother who left me a slightly hysterical, very worried message. i feel bad, but they completely blew the thing out of proportion. i did call and leave a message this morning. but apparently with my shitty reception, and sleepy brain, it didnt actually get left. the phone dropped my call, and i didnt know. i dont want to go to work tomorrow, but cant afford not to. its going to be tight financially as it is, and i desperately need to get paid friday (my last day) or im pretty much screwed
i wish i had gas money to go out to davis tonight. i want to see some people, and last night was exactly what i needed for the most part. i know im just in one of those PMS-y, needy, blah moods, and that it will pass. but til then, i feel the need for social comfort. which i dont really have out here.
im talking to my tattoo artist. and i reallllly wanna go get work done on my half sleeve. but i cant afford to.
blahh...
back to watching cats & dogs on the AMC channel. god bless cable.
oh, and HELP! does anyone in the santa rosa area have boxes i can have to pack with? or know where i can get decent sized boxes for free?
thanks <3
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I stole one of those pink things at a party awhile back...I don't quite remember what they taste like though.....And I'm a smoker when I'm drunk