cat19237

Just got back from Cheltenham. Am now very hungry. Met lots of nice people, played some pool, watched some dancing and generally had a very good time.

Something made me unhappy, and i'm not sure what exactly it was. It was surprising. But nevermind. I'm better now.

Keep leaving my phone on silent and not talking. It's getting annoying. Also keep dreaming of spiders and of dead people.

Will probably see WOTW tomorrow/today. And book a holiday, although i really want to back out of the whole holiday thing. It'll cost me too much money and there's so much i'd rather do it's just a waste. But, can't let my mate down. Want to, but can't. Hmmm... maybe i could lie and tell her i couldn't get time off work? hmm...

I don't make a habit of hiding in wardrobes.

Am considering selling my flat. I love it, but it's the only thing that's tying me to Northampton. And i'm getting fed up with being even the slightest bit tied down.

I tried to get contact lenses and just ended up crying and hurting my eyes a lot. Completely failed to take them out myself. Kindof put off the whole idea now. Need to practice.

Am rambling, so i'm going to go away and have some breakfast. I don't think i'll sleep today; i've only been up for (counts) 13hrs so far, so another (counts) 16 won't hurt. much.

love,
Cat