im feeling the melancholy way i do before i have to leave, i know this feeling too well. fucking the idea of getting on a plane and going home tomorrow sucks, but we have had fun, we have drank wine, played games, enjoyed each other, stared into each others eyes, flirted, touched, cuddled, teased, and decided we want to see each other the end of...
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lovelygamer:
Stay positive <3 kisses
heatdude:
Have a Merry Christmas girlie..
everything actually ended up working out fine <3 now I'm starting to get sad about leaving Monday- fucking back to work on tues meh.
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teaghan:
Glad to hear it <3
twiggy:
I am raising my eyebrow in a skeptical fashion.
first day on my own haven't done anything. washed some laundry but really just feel like i want to sleep, not sure why. sad i guess. maybe.
i'm here for another week, we'll see how it goes.
spent a lot of money - had a lot of expectations, somethings don't go the way you want them to, but it's life right??
i need to look...
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i'm here for another week, we'll see how it goes.
spent a lot of money - had a lot of expectations, somethings don't go the way you want them to, but it's life right??
i need to look...
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fiendish:
added you in LOL
necia:
Hey--no worries. Life is complicated sometimes, and sometimes it's really hard to see our own motivations for doing what we do, and I've definitely been involved in interactions I really shouldn't have been involved in because of that (or interactions I just knew better than to be involved in and did so anyway). But honestly, if nothing else--I don't know. Call me demanding, but someone who gets me to fly out to another country to visit and then hints about making out, maybe, in the future would find me sleeping on the couch with my laptop and my favorite buzzy toy until I left for the airport for my flight home. That's just--something's up with that, and it has nothing to do with you. At the risk of sounding judgmental, that's just abnormal, frankly, and to me indicates issues on his part.
Now, all that aside: you should take the time while you're there to explore, because I've actually never been to Canada and there's really no good reason for that and I've always wanted to go. You shelled out for an international flight, you should see some sights and do some things and, like, eat poutine and stuff.
Now, all that aside: you should take the time while you're there to explore, because I've actually never been to Canada and there's really no good reason for that and I've always wanted to go. You shelled out for an international flight, you should see some sights and do some things and, like, eat poutine and stuff.
spent today running around again, exploring the city and shopping. we must have walked like 2 mi in the fucking snow, i had on a sweater and t-shirt, and no gloves, i was pissy -but he was taking me to this artisan donut shoppe...which ended up being pretty good.
we wandered into this amazing place, that had a leather bound journal, something i've always wanted,...
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we wandered into this amazing place, that had a leather bound journal, something i've always wanted,...
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cudnovati:
he told you that "you know why you cant yet"? hmm yeah it seems he is avoiding the subject as well but... wouldnt you prefer to know and try to work it out?
elvis:
Love this picture of you. And the snow both so beautiful
it's crazy when you have mad destiny with a person. it's not so easy to just walk away - when you have a sort of connection that u can't put into words.
isn't it strange though, maybe you find yourself putting up with crazy things nobody else would understand but for some reason, there's a force inside of you that makes you tolerant. and no,...
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isn't it strange though, maybe you find yourself putting up with crazy things nobody else would understand but for some reason, there's a force inside of you that makes you tolerant. and no,...
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only1doc:
Glad you found your connection darlin. Enjoy all the stuff you guys got.
lovelygamer:
I spent the day with my guy and we had fun too-although we stayed in. Love ya!
i want him to just grab my hand and hold it, i want him to look into my eyes, and touch my face softly and then lean in and kiss me.
i want to feel his hands up and down my legs, and my back, the way he's described it to me so many times.
i want him to kiss my neck from my ear...
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i want to feel his hands up and down my legs, and my back, the way he's described it to me so many times.
i want him to kiss my neck from my ear...
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munke:
<3
munke:
Speaking as someone who ha settled for most of his life, the short, intense, passionate relationships with those I really cared for meant a whole lot more then the ones that lasted longer... the ones where my own needs took a back seat to theirs.
My new philosophy is not to settle anymore. And while nobody is perfect, there's a difference.
I think everyone deserves that. Even us fatties!
My new philosophy is not to settle anymore. And while nobody is perfect, there's a difference.
I think everyone deserves that. Even us fatties!
i am emo for sure.
i don't know why it's bothering me so much, but i feel like i miss him, and i'm here.
it's so weird.
i don't know why it's bothering me so much, but i feel like i miss him, and i'm here.
it's so weird.
cudnovati:
i just wish i had the answers... i think you need to talk to him about it and get it over with, its an important issue to discuss, no matter the result. thats just my opinion of course.
heatdude:
Sometimes relationships seem more fun and interesting when there's no phyiscal contact, at least that's what's happened to me in the past...I hope you both find your way to each other emotionally..Enjoy your time there...It's all in the game of life...
lols <3
teaghan:
Thats so good to hear.
I'm so glad its going better and you're having a good time.
Enjoy the 2 weeks and hopefully you can go back soon
I'm so glad its going better and you're having a good time.
Enjoy the 2 weeks and hopefully you can go back soon
today was a good day <3 really.
how is everyone else doing?
i hope we can get a tree tomorrow
tonight we got tons of food at costco, so we can cook, and i'm excited.
Cass
how is everyone else doing?
i hope we can get a tree tomorrow
tonight we got tons of food at costco, so we can cook, and i'm excited.
Cass
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cudnovati:
thank you Cassy
heatdude:
I hope your evening went well..and if not theres a man in Yorba Linda that'll worship you..
today was better actually when he got home, he took me to the farmers market and to the liquor store (yay) for wine and mead so that willl be good later for sure.
just gonna hang out and play video games. also we were totally flirting and giving each other shit in the liquor store, and i told him that i noticed people were smiling...
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just gonna hang out and play video games. also we were totally flirting and giving each other shit in the liquor store, and i told him that i noticed people were smiling...
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justrodan:
*hug*