cassy

hey all happy monday. woke up to i love yous in my ear, and honestly cannot wait for this boy to come and get me and take me off to my new life in TN. i can't believe i'm happy to move to TN. well,i am. i would probably move to antartica to live with Corey. he's that type of a person you meet literally once in your life. i feel so honured to even know him, it's like the opposite relationship i've had with Neil....and i remember josh being this way and feeling like this about him, and thinking, how odd it was with Neil. i literally ignored every warning sign i had because i wanted to believe i could look beyond it all. i'm not saying i regret it, i'm just saying - i sold myself short for 3 years, and now i'm alive again. this is the sort of life i deserve. this is the sort of man that is right for me. when it clicks it just clicks.

this weekend's sock knitting class drove me bonkers. i dunno why everything knitting wise that's not super fundamental easy pisses me off so much. i feel like a failure all the time it's really shitty. i have to do a good bit of complicated work on my own this week before saturday which is my last knitting socks class. ugh. the thought of it.

for now i am going to jump my ass in the shower, and use this AMAZING Body scrub to get all soft and wonderful, while my honey sleeps on skype. he's tired, had early class. i have had way too much sleep and feel like i need to accomplish something. neil is out of the house for awhile not sure where, which is fine by me, and i'm just going to enjoy myself. wish this sleepyheaded boy would wake up so that i can tell him how much i love him <3

anyhow, how was everyone elses weekends? what are you all up to?
xoxo,
Cass