cassy

i met a boy that i love more
than i ever did you before
so stand beside the river i cried
and lay yourself down
look how you want me now
that i don't need you

this guy - is kinda unreal. i literally have nowhere to brag about him so i am going to brag here.
he's smart, #1, which i find extremely attractive. he's funny, #2, like that's the best. we can start laughing about absolutely nothing at all - we find all the same stuff riddic funny and just giggle and act like school kids in love. it's like we can't even hide it around other people (including my boyfriend btw). he's sweet, and has no problem with being overtly so.
i dunno i've never had a guy play guitar for me, or learn a song i liked only to play it for me.
he's told me he wants nothing more than to look into my eyes and tell me he loves me. like i literally cried the other day when he said it, i've never felt so touched by the sincerity of what a person says before it's crazy.
we literally spend every free moment together, and it's blissful.
he told me today - let's just be in love.
like who says stuff like this, is this real life, lols?
i say: i need you like a heart needs a beat
he says: i need you more than the air in my lungs, the legs i walk with, the voice i talk with, the food i eat, and the time i spend asleep - you make everything better. i love you and need you sweetheart


man<3 i just am reveling.
and now he's playing guitar for me.

swoons.
more later
Cass