Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

cassy

Member Since 2006

Followers 449 Following 505

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Monday Dec 05, 2011

Dec 5, 2011
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
first day on my own haven't done anything. washed some laundry but really just feel like i want to sleep, not sure why. sad i guess. maybe.
i'm here for another week, we'll see how it goes.
spent a lot of money - had a lot of expectations, somethings don't go the way you want them to, but it's life right??
i need to look inside myself for the strength and make my own mind up about what is right.
although everyone's been awesome about giving advice and stuff.
i can't continue to feel like crap inside, or hate my body - i've never loved it but i've surely never hated it.
anyhow, we'll see what we shall see.
happy monday all,
Cass
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
fiendish:
added you in LOL
Dec 6, 2011
necia:
Hey--no worries. Life is complicated sometimes, and sometimes it's really hard to see our own motivations for doing what we do, and I've definitely been involved in interactions I really shouldn't have been involved in because of that (or interactions I just knew better than to be involved in and did so anyway). But honestly, if nothing else--I don't know. Call me demanding, but someone who gets me to fly out to another country to visit and then hints about making out, maybe, in the future would find me sleeping on the couch with my laptop and my favorite buzzy toy until I left for the airport for my flight home. That's just--something's up with that, and it has nothing to do with you. At the risk of sounding judgmental, that's just abnormal, frankly, and to me indicates issues on his part.

Now, all that aside: you should take the time while you're there to explore, because I've actually never been to Canada and there's really no good reason for that and I've always wanted to go. You shelled out for an international flight, you should see some sights and do some things and, like, eat poutine and stuff. wink
Dec 6, 2011

More Blogs

  • 06.13.12
    5

    Wednesday Jun 13, 2012

    Read More
  • 06.10.12
    8

    Sunday Jun 10, 2012

    it's sunday, a new day. got some work to catch up on, a project i'm d…
  • 06.08.12
    1

    Friday Jun 08, 2012

    you're sleeping in my ear in pain, stomach is at it again, i hate be…
  • 06.07.12
    4

    Thursday Jun 07, 2012

    why can't i get it through my head ever? i try so hard to do what's …
  • 06.02.12
    5

    Saturday Jun 02, 2012

    these days i'm feeling good. i bought some shorts a size smaller tha…
  • 05.11.12
    1

    Friday May 11, 2012

    today/tonight was good. left work early, came home and hung out with…
  • 05.09.12
    4

    Wednesday May 09, 2012

    tonight i've made a carrot soup, vegetarian, from this book i just bo…
  • 05.07.12
    2

    Monday May 07, 2012

    green juice tonight, meh. it's not as bad as some others, but i'm re…
  • 05.06.12
    2

    Sunday May 06, 2012

    i love him. the truth is i believe in us, together. that's real. s…
  • 04.13.12
    2

    Friday Apr 13, 2012

    life is busy - think are crazy but i'm ok. sorry i've been away i ne…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
10
months
14
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,599 SuicideGirls
  • 1,115,367 followers
  • 14,942,787 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,449,620 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo