bought my tix for calgary tonight - i'm excited, nervous, first time meeting 
i never thought for a second i'd have to do this again after josh - it's surreal.
in my heart i do love neil....and i can't wait to hang out with him and spend time together in calgary. i think we'll have a great 2 weeks....at the same time it makes me feel like a real separation from josh, like REAL. as we haven't seen each other in a year, and he hasn't asked about it 1x, i figure i should go enjoy my life with a guy who actually wants to spend time with me, and is glad i'm coming to see him.
now where the fuck is my passport?
what are you guys upto? i've been doing a juice fast, from rebbotyourlife.com which is from the movie, fat sick and nearly dead or whatever, it's awesome if you haven't seen it...quite inspiring. i've done pretty well so far, and def have dropped some weight which is awesome. i want to trim down and i'm excited to have the opportunity to get healthier in the process as well with all these nutrients. i love my juicer, but i honestly do miss food....my #1 craving is tomato soup and grilled cheese. weird right? the longest i've gone w/o any food is a a week, just juice. people have done it for 60 days, so i need to see if i can go the next 2 weeks w/o any food. it's hard b/c i'm a buyer and eating is kinda part of my job, developing new products, but i will just spit for the next 2 weeks. wish me luck.
are you guys ready for thanksgiving? how the fuck is it nov already? xmas is just around the corner. oh i got my own little apartment it's f cute. i love it. it's a mess, and i need a bed, but other than that it's great oh and maybe new carpeting.
anyhow what's up with all my cats and kittens?
<3
xoxo,
Cass
i never thought for a second i'd have to do this again after josh - it's surreal.
in my heart i do love neil....and i can't wait to hang out with him and spend time together in calgary. i think we'll have a great 2 weeks....at the same time it makes me feel like a real separation from josh, like REAL. as we haven't seen each other in a year, and he hasn't asked about it 1x, i figure i should go enjoy my life with a guy who actually wants to spend time with me, and is glad i'm coming to see him.
now where the fuck is my passport?
what are you guys upto? i've been doing a juice fast, from rebbotyourlife.com which is from the movie, fat sick and nearly dead or whatever, it's awesome if you haven't seen it...quite inspiring. i've done pretty well so far, and def have dropped some weight which is awesome. i want to trim down and i'm excited to have the opportunity to get healthier in the process as well with all these nutrients. i love my juicer, but i honestly do miss food....my #1 craving is tomato soup and grilled cheese. weird right? the longest i've gone w/o any food is a a week, just juice. people have done it for 60 days, so i need to see if i can go the next 2 weeks w/o any food. it's hard b/c i'm a buyer and eating is kinda part of my job, developing new products, but i will just spit for the next 2 weeks. wish me luck.
are you guys ready for thanksgiving? how the fuck is it nov already? xmas is just around the corner. oh i got my own little apartment it's f cute. i love it. it's a mess, and i need a bed, but other than that it's great
oh and maybe new carpeting.
anyhow what's up with all my cats and kittens?
<3
xoxo,
Cass
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cudnovati:
oh soon! ive gone through that -first trip, first time- feeling a couple of times so if you need reassurance or positive vibes as the date approaches, let me know.
spinhouse247:
Okay