happy tuesday all. another busy day for me, lots got accomplished tho. i swear, tuesdays start for me with an 8am meeting that went for 4 hours. meh. i have to say i hate promotions.
we're planning thanksgiving and i'm just quite over it.
bex is out of school at noon this week, and i've volunteered to pick her up. it's good for her, and me b/c we love each other and never get to see each other during the week, so it's kinda special. today she stayed at work with me the rest of the day, followed me to meetings and stuff, she's such a great kid.
after work, we went for a walk around the track, we have pledged to get healthier, both of us want to! so we're not eating fast food, fried stuff, making healthier choices (i'm sure not perfect but close) and trying to walk 2 x a week for starters. she has vb 2 days a week too, so that's a lot for her.
i dunno i saw some pics my dad took of me not long ago, and i just feel heavy. normally i'm not one to complain about stuff like that, and i'm all about "embracing" my body and feeling sexy in my own skin, but i think i can look BETTER and that would be something fun to flaunt to josh when i see him next, since i'm sure it will be a few months at minimum.
speaking of josh, i'm having a really hard time being away from him after the great trip last week :/ i fucking hate the part right after. i often times think about it when we are together, and then i say to myself, just forget it, enjoy the little time you have now. getting home, means back to "regular" life, nothing to look forward to other than general life - i just wanna look forward to being with him for more than just 3-4 days, ugh. i guess i just have to stop dwelling on being apart b/c i can't change it for now but it's frustrating. people keep asking me, when am i going to do something about it - but i can't. i can't leave this job, and he's not leaving his family business, so we are just 2 people in a situation....and we have to make the best of it. i love him with every single bit of my being, so it's not a question of that. it's just hard. sorry for being emo and feeling sorry for myself - it's annoying, it's annoying me too.
fuck this hot ass weather in california btw. i was hoping we'd stay on this really temperate weather pattern, but no now it's hot and humid. the new house has really lame ventillation :/ fucking sucks w/o my ocean breeze. boo.
okay i'm going to go watch a movie. have a great night guys!
xoxo,
Cass
we're planning thanksgiving and i'm just quite over it.
bex is out of school at noon this week, and i've volunteered to pick her up. it's good for her, and me b/c we love each other and never get to see each other during the week, so it's kinda special. today she stayed at work with me the rest of the day, followed me to meetings and stuff, she's such a great kid.
after work, we went for a walk around the track, we have pledged to get healthier, both of us want to! so we're not eating fast food, fried stuff, making healthier choices (i'm sure not perfect but close) and trying to walk 2 x a week for starters. she has vb 2 days a week too, so that's a lot for her.
i dunno i saw some pics my dad took of me not long ago, and i just feel heavy. normally i'm not one to complain about stuff like that, and i'm all about "embracing" my body and feeling sexy in my own skin, but i think i can look BETTER and that would be something fun to flaunt to josh when i see him next, since i'm sure it will be a few months at minimum.
speaking of josh, i'm having a really hard time being away from him after the great trip last week :/ i fucking hate the part right after. i often times think about it when we are together, and then i say to myself, just forget it, enjoy the little time you have now. getting home, means back to "regular" life, nothing to look forward to other than general life - i just wanna look forward to being with him for more than just 3-4 days, ugh. i guess i just have to stop dwelling on being apart b/c i can't change it for now but it's frustrating. people keep asking me, when am i going to do something about it - but i can't. i can't leave this job, and he's not leaving his family business, so we are just 2 people in a situation....and we have to make the best of it. i love him with every single bit of my being, so it's not a question of that. it's just hard. sorry for being emo and feeling sorry for myself - it's annoying, it's annoying me too.
fuck this hot ass weather in california btw. i was hoping we'd stay on this really temperate weather pattern, but no now it's hot and humid. the new house has really lame ventillation :/ fucking sucks w/o my ocean breeze. boo.
okay i'm going to go watch a movie. have a great night guys!
xoxo,
Cass
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As for the bullets, they're amazing. I really like the one for "lovers", but since it's me, myself, and I here I just use both and it does the job very well