how was your day? my monday/tues/wednesday are typically really busy. today was no exception, but i feel like i got a lot accomplished. so besides working late, i am happy.
also finished my traffic school last night - thank God. i hope not to have to do that again!
as you can see from the last blog, been feeling especially in love lately. it's not like i ever don't feel this way but sometimes i am just more verbal about it than others.
~can you feel this magic in the air, musta been the way u kissed me. fell in love when i saw you standing there, musta been the way today was a fairytale~
such a cute song.
i was thinking today, about how i feel so blessed to be in love with him. and really blessed he feels the same way, that we met, against all odds, that the stupid things that come between people couldn't get in the way of this feeling. that regardless of it's imperfections, that this love is strong enough for our hearts to be together always, regardless of the physical distance.
i've never been more sentimental. i've never been sappier. i've never felt something about every love song i hear reminds me of him. i've never felt like that feeling hasn't gone anywhere...that it's even stronger than before, all the time. that feels really real to me.
i really think that something about me being on my own here, has helped me to grow up quite a bit this last year or so that he's been in ohio. something about this, showing the world that i can do it, and becoming a stronger and more confident person, has actually made me a much better version of me. if josh had stayed here, there's no way we would have gotten to this point, well maybe, but it would have been so easy to just be together, without working through all the stuff...
it's always just so easy to kiss and makeup with us...and that doesn't fix the issues, or prevent them from reoccuring does it?
what does?
i think what does, and what's different now than before is, that i'm more me. i'm not caught in a web of bs...i'm more sure than ever than he's the one for me, and that feels amazing, and makes me so sure of myself in many aspects of life.
so, yes this bit of time apart has been tremendously vital to the progression of our relationship to the next level. we've transcended the bullshit, and been consistent enough to know this isn't going to go anywhere, except continue to get better and better.
what i wouldn't do to just get my hands on that man
i have SO many fun things in store for him.
i think i'll get off the computer, and go read some erotic stories tonight, or more from the bj's book. fall asleep dreaming of spoiling that man of my dreams...
hope you guys have a good one
xoxo
Cass
also finished my traffic school last night - thank God. i hope not to have to do that again!
as you can see from the last blog, been feeling especially in love lately. it's not like i ever don't feel this way but sometimes i am just more verbal about it than others.
~can you feel this magic in the air, musta been the way u kissed me. fell in love when i saw you standing there, musta been the way today was a fairytale~
such a cute song.
i was thinking today, about how i feel so blessed to be in love with him. and really blessed he feels the same way, that we met, against all odds, that the stupid things that come between people couldn't get in the way of this feeling. that regardless of it's imperfections, that this love is strong enough for our hearts to be together always, regardless of the physical distance.
i've never been more sentimental. i've never been sappier. i've never felt something about every love song i hear reminds me of him. i've never felt like that feeling hasn't gone anywhere...that it's even stronger than before, all the time. that feels really real to me.
i really think that something about me being on my own here, has helped me to grow up quite a bit this last year or so that he's been in ohio. something about this, showing the world that i can do it, and becoming a stronger and more confident person, has actually made me a much better version of me. if josh had stayed here, there's no way we would have gotten to this point, well maybe, but it would have been so easy to just be together, without working through all the stuff...
it's always just so easy to kiss and makeup with us...and that doesn't fix the issues, or prevent them from reoccuring does it?
what does?
i think what does, and what's different now than before is, that i'm more me. i'm not caught in a web of bs...i'm more sure than ever than he's the one for me, and that feels amazing, and makes me so sure of myself in many aspects of life.
so, yes this bit of time apart has been tremendously vital to the progression of our relationship to the next level. we've transcended the bullshit, and been consistent enough to know this isn't going to go anywhere, except continue to get better and better.
what i wouldn't do to just get my hands on that man
i have SO many fun things in store for him.
i think i'll get off the computer, and go read some erotic stories tonight, or more from the bj's book. fall asleep dreaming of spoiling that man of my dreams...
hope you guys have a good one
xoxo
Cass
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When you break things down, all relationships based on matters of the heart are basically the same. The more I know of you, the more I believe that you and I are kindred sprits.