cassy

it never ceases to amaze me how in moments where i've made up my mind i'm not getting my way - that it just flows to me.
the man works in mysterious ways sometimes.
i am so lucky to have this love. although it's nothing i can touch, right now, it's so much more evident.
to take the foundation of our love, and basically since we don't have the physicality right now, we have to just love each other without that right now.
although we both feel as if we are going to explode w/o each other, we have to find other ways to communicate that aren't just sex.
not that sex is bad, or JUST sex, but do you know what i mean?
gotta be creative about expressing how we love each other...
although there's nothing i'd rather do than be in his arms, life happens.
work for me, work for him/his family. in this economy we have to do what we gotta do
i need to figure out a way to visit though...we just do.
we will.
in the meantime, we have our connections....not so few, not so far between...i fall in love with him every time i hear him laugh, every time he calls me baby, every time he tells me he loves me. that's several times per day.
i just wanted to say that i feel the love.
i'm off to bed to dream of my sweetie.
<3 happy tuesday kids...
Cass