cassy

tired tonight. i feel like i'm so out of shape, taking the garbage cans up my huge long uphill driveway while running with one rolling in one hand and one in the other and i was totally winded for like 10 mins. wuss.
watched hells kitchen tonight, love that fuckin show, love ramsey - enough said. although they did boot off my girl.
the man was so sweet on the phone tonight, i can tell work has been getting to him he said "hearing your voice at the end of the day makes a tough day better"....i said the same thing.
it's things like that which make it all worth it ya know?
i crave his sweetness, not to mention his everything else.

i'm focussed.
i'm eating at home, bringing food to work, i'm on a money saving mission.
i have an excel spreadsheet for all my moving violations :/ i need to pay that shit off already.
im 100% addicted to whole foods kettle corn..i never thought that a pre-bagged kettle corn would be decent but it's bomb.
lars is going to have her baby (well her ex girlfriend is) she's going to texas tomorrow am because baby kobe is about to be BORN. i'm excited for her...for sure.
makes me think about how much i want to have a baby....
and how in love with josh i am and how much i'd love for it just to happen....

i have this theory that persistence is what matters, being honest and staying true to yourself.
always easier said than done, but in my case, it's a proven fact.

anyhow, i'm going to go lay down, and dream of the man i adore.
tomorrow's wednesday already this week's almost over.
have a good one guys...
xoxo
Cass