cassy

almost friday guys, how's everyone hanging?
i'm tired, i'm in the midst of a flippin load of laundry that won't finish drying but other than that i'm good.
not much to say, man was sweet today, well not so punchy.
i really do want to make a point to go out there, but money is so tight for me right now and it's just so stressful i hate it.
i can't wait to get my bonus tomorrow, yay i get to spend it on school loans, and late car payments. yay me.
i'm not going to sit around and complain, life could be so much worse.
i have a man that loves me, telling me so everyday.
someone that's worth it all, all the missing, and being apart...i wouldn't change anything because i know we belong together.
he was talking tonight about how when he was here, when we lived together we "didn't appreciate each other"...we were talking about not having sex as much as now and stuff, and kinda laughing about it. i am surprised that he didn't just say "i" didn't appreciate him
he also was saying how he didn't care what i thought about something, you know just in kidding, and i said you do i know you do, and he said "not at this stage in the relationship"...we've been together for a really long time...we have, and we just grow to love each other more everyday - and we grow to appreciate the time we do have together.
but it was making me think earlier today, what if i could get a job as a buyer for wegman's in ohio or pennsylvania?
i'm just curious what if i could...

anyhow, night kiddies
xoxo
Cass