cassiopeia

I miss my neighbor from California. I miss him knocking on my door at 1 in the morning telling me about a party that I have to go to. I miss him telling people I'm from all sorts of places, i.e. Italy. I think Italy was his favorite. Maybe my dark hair made it the obvious choice for him. I miss his spontanious and witty humor.


Something I really like about myself that no one else, not even truextilxdeath, seems to notice is the thing my upper lip does when I smile. You can see what I'm talking about in my profile picture. I've never seen anyone else have this happen to them when they smile. That's why I like it so much. What's something that you like about yourself that you feel doesn't get the recognition it deserves?


Can a brain atrophy? Or better yet, the knowledge or intelligence? I haven't been in school since the beginning of this year and I miss it so much. I want to go back to college. I think the atrophy has already started on me. And I don't know what to do to get the bed sores out of my head.


I have checked my email a record number of times this weekend. Why? Because I am waiting for an email from Seven that has my set in it. I want to see it. Now. I want to know how it all turned out. I hope it's good. Cross your fingers that Missy thinks the same.


I got to talk to billybillybilly for the first time since I moved back today. It's been awhile. He's a great guy going through some tough times right now. You should drop by his journal and let him know how awesome he is.


I tried talking one of my friends into becoming an SG over the weekend. Out of all my friends, she's the one I would pick to become one. She told me that she always has secretly wanted to be a model, but she doesn't know about the neked part. I told her I understand but it's very classy and it might change her mind once she sees it. When she gets a computer I will buy her a membership and let her decide for herself. When that happens I'll let you all know her username so you can go greet her and tell her how cute she is.


Hopefully I will be quiting my job soon and start working where my boyfriend, truextilxdeath works. That way I'll have more freetime, make more money, and be rid of the drama that is waitressing. Let's hope I get the job.


What did you want to be when you were younger? I remember when my mom told me I could be anything I wanted, I believed her, and told her I wanted to be a bird so I could fly where ever I wanted. Soon I realized that wasn't going to happen so I decided to become a hair stylist. I really had my heart set on it until my mom told me I could do better. I didn't want to disappoint her so I changed my plans. So much for being whatever I wanted.