cassiopeia

I just got back from my going away party. Fucking grr. It made me sad. Also it made me pissed off that some people didn't even know I was leaving. Fuck them. I never liked you anyway. Either of you.

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I just uploaded some of those application pictures that I've been talking so much about. I think they turned out great. Pick out your favorite three so I can figure out which ones I'm going to apply with.

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My boyfriend and I told
Lenore that we'd stop by Portland and see her. But we decided we can't. Lenore, if you're reading this, we will go to our apartment and then visit afterwards. Promise.

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If I died tonight
I wouldn't be held responsible
Sometimes the only way I know I'm still alive is by the echo of your screams inside my head
There was a struggle and then the silence of the night
And then there was only one thing
One thing left to understand...

If I died tonight
I shouldn't be held responsible
Sometimes the only way to heal these wounds thoroughly is to open up your mouth and drown you out
There was a silence and then the breaking of a heart
And then there was only one thing
One thing left to understand

Truly words cannot contain
Serenity that's felt in vain
Honestly voices heard in screams
Are forgotten without true feelings

If you died tonight
I couldn't be held responsible
Sometimes the only way I know you're still alive is by the fire in your eyes that steals my breath away
There was a moment and then the passing of a time
And then there was only one thing
One thing left to understand

Truly words cannot contain
Serenity that's felt in vain
Honestly voices heard in screams
Are forgotten without true feelings

Lyrics by truextilxdeath