cassiopeia

Twenty-two days. Three weeks and one day. One month minus six days. That's how long I have left in Ohio. On the 16th of July I am moving to California. I have been very emotional lately because of it. I keep thinking, "Is this the last time I'll be doing this?" My answer is almost always, "Probably." I answer myself. I talk to myself. Myself is a pretty good person to talk to. I feel like I can be myself around... myself. There's only one other person who I can be that comfortable around. My boyfriend truextilxdeath. That's who I'm going to be living with in Cali. A friend of ours is going to be living with us too. Matthew. If you go to my boyfriend's pictures there's some of him in there. He's a really nice guy and very funny but I'm afraid of living with him. It takes me a long time to get to the point where I can act like myself around someone. I'm going to feel like I can't really be myself in my own home for awhile there. And that will make me feel funny inside. Plus. I'll be leaving one of my bestest friends behind. Abbey. She's the best. I couldn't ask for someone better. Knowing that I can't just call her up and go for a drive whenever I want to is going to make me not want to act like myself. Because without her I won't be myself. It's going to be like a break up. It'll take me awhile to recover. Anyway. Enough about that. Subject change.
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I put two new pictures in my "Moi" folder. Half naked. It's from those pictures me and my boyfriend took awhile ago. The ones where I told you were bad cause of the lighting. Anyway. There's two of them if you would like to check them out. I'll be taking more. billybillybilly gave me some tips on how to make them better.
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Oh. Regarding my last entry. Seriously. It was weird. Ask billybillybilly for a synopsis. I think that's how you spell that word. Eh. you know what I mean.
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Imagine you were leaving your town in less than a month. What would you miss the most? I don't care if it's the dullest place to live, you can not say "nothing" because trust me, Bucyrus is very dull and I can still think of some things that I will miss.