Wednesday May 19, 2004

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The mirror reflects someone I don't know anymore. Staring. Searching for something familar. Confused as to what to do with this stranger.
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Have you ever sat at a window and watched the outside for hours? Wondering where you fit into the outside world? Wondering where you fit in period?
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I stole this journal set up from billybillybilly. Hope he doesn't mind. Everyone should be his friend. He is my favorite member (besides my boyfriend truextilxdeath).
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I'm in a dark, pensive mood today. Why? Why not? Maybe you should cheer me up. Tell me something funny. Make me feel wanted. I don't know.
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I just finished the book
Diary by Chuck Palahniuk. Great fucking book. I am now reading Lullaby by him.
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Is romance dead? Sometimes I believe so. I am a die hard romantic. Maybe that's my problem. I want romance all the time simply because of that fact. Well, maybe not all the time. But at least sometimes. Am I the only one who thinks like this?
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I think I might be cleaning out my friends list soon. I'll go by who I like and who posts on my journals. Just letting you know.
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We (meaning my friend, my boyfriend, and me) got approved for our apartment in Cali. That is pretty exciting. Now we need to figure out how to get all of our stuff there because Uhaul is way too expense ($1,214).
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coheed:
i finely updated smile
mqx:
You should think about what kind of things can be replaced cheaper than the cost of hauling them. My buddy recently went from WA to PA and he dumped all kinds of stuff (including an old piano he had and a couch) because the cost to buy new ones in PA was cheaper than having to have the big truck.

Also see if there are friends you know with trucks that are willing to drive with you for the cost of gas and food or something. Two or three hundred bucks to them instead of a grand for a truck. Plus you get a free moving partner.

And, finally, tossing a bunch of shit sounds hard, but it's very liberating; especially when you're trying to make a fresh start.

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