Had a great time at the park. Got really tired really easily, and only went on three rides, but still.
GiniColorful, I didn't take my camera 'cause I was afraid it'd be stolen, but it turns out my friend works for a modeling agency and I doubt I could've posted her pictures here without issue. And pictures by yourself are no fun, you know?
Although we did buy cheesy as hell keychains after we were on Phantom's Revenge. They take your picture mid-ride--she looks awesome, obviously, she's a model, and I look like a fat constipated thing, lol. They're our derp keychains and I will treasure mine forever
I'm a bit sunburnt, hence the hour of being awake, and overtired so I'm a super-emotional wreck. It's making me contemplate a lot... I feel, well, like a worthless mess. I know it'll pass, but it just brings a lot of things to the forefront I'm unable to deal with well because I'm overtired.
The guy I'm interested in says he's interested in me but that the distance is too much, and I'm... hurting pretty badly over it, admittedly. Normally I'd get over it faster, but for some reason I can't get him out of my head. He treats me like a human being and not just a sex object, and he's been so helpful when I'm having a crazy moment... but, since he's 300 miles away and I don't drive, there's nothing we can do. He's in college and living at home, and that's not helping anything.
He says not to pine over him, but I don't have any prospects locally that treat me half as well as he does. I'd love to find someone who treated me the way I deserve, but unfortunately, the one guy I met who does... is unobtainable at this present moment.
There's so much I want to say, but I'm heartsick and too warm, and if I cry I'll end up dehydrated. So instead, I leave you my longest post yet. If you get this far, thank you. If not, I don't blame you.
GiniColorful, I didn't take my camera 'cause I was afraid it'd be stolen, but it turns out my friend works for a modeling agency and I doubt I could've posted her pictures here without issue. And pictures by yourself are no fun, you know?
Although we did buy cheesy as hell keychains after we were on Phantom's Revenge. They take your picture mid-ride--she looks awesome, obviously, she's a model, and I look like a fat constipated thing, lol. They're our derp keychains and I will treasure mine forever
I'm a bit sunburnt, hence the hour of being awake, and overtired so I'm a super-emotional wreck. It's making me contemplate a lot... I feel, well, like a worthless mess. I know it'll pass, but it just brings a lot of things to the forefront I'm unable to deal with well because I'm overtired.
The guy I'm interested in says he's interested in me but that the distance is too much, and I'm... hurting pretty badly over it, admittedly. Normally I'd get over it faster, but for some reason I can't get him out of my head. He treats me like a human being and not just a sex object, and he's been so helpful when I'm having a crazy moment... but, since he's 300 miles away and I don't drive, there's nothing we can do. He's in college and living at home, and that's not helping anything.
He says not to pine over him, but I don't have any prospects locally that treat me half as well as he does. I'd love to find someone who treated me the way I deserve, but unfortunately, the one guy I met who does... is unobtainable at this present moment.
There's so much I want to say, but I'm heartsick and too warm, and if I cry I'll end up dehydrated. So instead, I leave you my longest post yet. If you get this far, thank you. If not, I don't blame you.