cassildra

Woke up sick. Won't be around much today.

Thank you, everyone, for the well-wishes. I really appreciate it.

Now I'm dealing with a bit of depression, a lot of horniness, and serious exhaustion. WTF, body, make up your mind please.

I am a published author.

I had settled into my seat on the couch and was getting ready to take a bite when my plate full of waffles and syrup flipped onto the floor, hitting the carpet and coating my pants, the floor, and my bottle of Mountain Dew on the floor.

I really hope this isn't an indicator of how my day will go. Maybe I should switch to...
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Depression's spiking again. Tried writing some stream of consciousness stuff, but it just opened a can of worms I'm not sure I can deal with.

Feeling like a burden. Praying to whoever or whatever's going to listen that it doesn't get worse.

Mostly moved, and have internet in the new place. Yay! I'm not in withdrawal.

I sprained my back again yesterday, but that's not really a surprise. I've had problems with it for the past year. I'll rest when my body forces me to and not a moment before.

Due to weirdness with today, I'm not moving until tomorrow. I will be without internet at least briefly, I'm sure; until then, don't burn down the internet, and don't get too sexy without me.

...Kidding, I'm aware of the website I'm posting this on!

Anyway, tonight is for all the SG I could need, fix-wise, and then tomorrow is for moving.

We got word recently that the apartment we're moving into is ready. It's a two-bedroom two floors above where we're currently living, so it's not a grueling move. Thank goodness.

Mom is going to pick up my brother tomorrow, and we'll be moving in starting tomorrow. I'm probably going to be exhausted and miserable, but then again, the physical activity might get me out of...
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I had my first therapy appointment in years last night. I forgot how well that particular therapist and I work together; I had to stop seeing him when I lost insurance. I've applied for insurance recently and I'm waiting to hear back, and I hope I get it, although Christopher is being wonderful and seeing me for a flat rate until I get settled.

I'm...
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So I promised Awesome. I think I'm going to fail to deliver.

I'm actually fighting some really bad depression right now; my mother had a hip replacement in January and I've been taking care of her since, and my father died on Leap Day. I had a shitty relationship with him, but I'm still dealing with his estate, and dealing with some seriously unexpected grief....
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I'm new to SG. This is my first blog; it is a placeholder for something AWESOME. Eventually. Maybe.