Saturday Mar 26, 2005

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Knowing that its the End is pertty hard

Knowing that its the End...and not knowing how to tell or what to do, do fix it...is a lot harder

Knowing that its the End...and being alone...could be the worst



frown frown frown
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obliviousfocus:
*hugs**************
hatebreeder:
hey, where have you been i havent heard from you in a while. you are never on yahoo. well hope to talk to you soon.

Wednesday Mar 23, 2005

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Well the test was okay i guess...it hurt tho..but i suppose thats cus he took a piece of my cervics. I want know anything for sure until they call and let me know the results but he said odds r it will be fine. *knocks on wood*, Finally got me a car yesterday..a 90 Ford Taurus..its a lil beat up but it runs which is...
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dr_zoidberg:
Yeah, my mom said that her last Papsmear (sp?) hurt a LOT. I pity and envy you women kind.
dave82:
I wanted to add that Sam's car completely died a few weeks ago. That's a humerous antidote to a stressful time for you. Hope everything turns out well for you. -Dave

Saturday Mar 19, 2005

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Work tomorrow and the next then to Terre haute for the big test...dont know if ill post until i get back...I did want to ask a favore from all of you ...please go give Boosome lovings please..shes a lil down at the moment and im sure we could all cheer her up lots. o btw im doing better minus the sharp pains everyonce and...
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timtoxic:
Good luck! kiss biggrin
indecline:
good luck on test...hope you do good... ARRR!!!

Friday Mar 18, 2005

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Im still a lil stressed....but not as bad....I had some horrible pain in my cerivcs last night...it was horrible...besides that im doing okay...just tired...so im gonna go now....in the mean time heres some music for ya....god I love the Beatles:

THE BEATLES LYRICS


"Eleanor Rigby"

(Lennon/McCartney)

Ah, look at all the lonely people
Ah, look at all the lonely people

Eleanor Rigby picks up the...
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theloonie:
the Beatles are one of the best classic rock groups ever
tadzi:
i didnt know you liked the beatles

Thursday Mar 17, 2005

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To whom is may concern,

It seems I have lost all the happiness inside....It horrible...Ive been snaping at everyone and worst of all hiding my true feelings about things. I really dont wanna deal with this whole getting my cervics tested shit....and it seems everyday something new is added to the stress that I have already...which makes me really feel like all I wanna do...
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dark_knight:
Life is short for all of us and it flys by so fast. You ever have those days where you had a memory flashback of beign a kid and it doesnt really feel like that long ago. Well it really isnt. Compare the avergae human life span to how old the earth really is and we are nothing but a blink in the eye of the Universe. I guess what im trying to say is that I was like you not to long ago. Having feelings bottled up and always on edge. There is a way out, Tell the truth, tell it like it is and be yourself dont keep emotions bottled up you have to release and be free. Try not to worry about the futrure and live your live in Nanoseconds and seconds or minutes.

Later!!!! smile
kalidoom:
You should come see all of us on April 2. You and Jay did not RSVP for our new SGIndy event frown If you are coming, please do so by Tuesday, as that is when I'm booking the hotel.

Tuesday Mar 15, 2005

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Why do i have to work such a gay ass shift today?? and two days next week... 10;30- 6:30 leaves no time to do anything...its so retarted and u can quote me on that...i rather work 1:30 to 9:30 ( please dont qoute me on that part please)

I noticed im starting to drift away from things and people and for that i am sorry...Its...
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tadzi:
dont worry babe, i know you still wuv me. kiss
timtoxic:
Life doesn't stop for anyone. It's cool! kiss biggrin

Monday Mar 14, 2005

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Wow yesterday was very intresting....I got to work and we were about an hour behind on the one hour photo...because Abby was the only one there...so the put a manager in there with us to help which only made things worse and he was really shitty with the customers and everything. So abby gets pissed and says im moving to the floor them too can...
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thelastboss:
sorry, double post...

[Edited on Mar 15, 2005 2:28AM]
thelastboss:
Damn that sucks... glad you made it through in one piece. Sounds like you handled the pressure pretty well!

Oh, I found something you might like!
For a long but fascinating story about dealing with customers, stupidity, and evil managers, check out www.customerssuck.com and look for "the vinegar boy saga". It has a happy ending. smile

Sunday Mar 13, 2005

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On the sechdual for today....sit and watch TBS...why u ask cus its JIM CAREY DAY...and u gottta love JIM CAREY...then working 1:30 - 9:30 frown which means im gonna miss the race...but at least i get to see the Truman Show...so yeah thats where im at...if u need me message me
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yuriel:
I hate carey tongue
*laughs*
EL SUICIDO LOCO
--- man on the moon was exceptional however.
timtoxic:
I have to agree with said above. Jim Carey SUCKS! LOL Sorry, but if you are happy watching him I'm happy. biggrin

Saturday Mar 12, 2005

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Im outta of it
Im tired
Im sleepy
This is not a poem
Im just typing what i feel
Goodnight
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theloonie:
that describes how I feel most of the time
tadzi:
ninight

Friday Mar 11, 2005

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Just a lil poem i wrote figured i share.....


In a hole
no way out
scared of the light
dont wanna be alone
save me from myself
from the pain ive felt inside
why does this always happen
everytime it never fails
Its a never ending circle
just like the crazy world
spinning outta control
Why cant we all just be free
Make our own...
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dark_knight:
Very Involving!!!

Love it smile

ooo aaa ooo aaa
timtoxic:
Cool. I love it. smile biggrin
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