casper

Lyxzen and Silencia are in the basement beneath me as I type this. The new man is playing with my poodle. I'm writing a paper on American courts. I have a slight headcold.


Today is mellow and wonderful.

Last week, when I played with Silencia she took some new photos of me. I was hurtin' for something current....












I feel the autumn season in my veins. With so many break-ups circulating around me, it feels like the dying season, but things have to die to renew.....


I have been told I am fickle when it comes to lovers. This is not the case. I've never had trouble finding love or companionship or sex, but I need to know myself enough before I expect someone else to be able to.

"You should not get married again."

Well, perhaps. But all we can do is live for the moment sometimes. It's like Lyxzen's tattoo, "All we ever want is more."........


Love,

Casper


EDITED TO ADD: Today is my wedding anniversary. Isaiah and I texted eachother affectionate but friendly messages. "Happy 1 year, tootsie". Amazing.