cashmir

Im having a miscarriage. I didnt even realize I was pregnant. But I just know. I went through like 3 super tampons and it was super heavy and painful. I estimate it to be about four or five weeks and it makes sense. I looked up a bunch of shit at work. I'm not really sure how I feel about it considering I didnt know I was pregnant. But its pretty intense to know my life could have drastically changed. I'm glad things didn't happen since the guy pretty much didn't have a job and drank like a fish and completely stopped talking to me for no reason. Guys are fucking assholes.

But yeah. Thats what's going on in Cashmir land. Adam drove up from syracuse and is making me dinner and hanging out with me. He's such a great best friend. I didn't even tell him but somehow he just knew. I didn't tell anyone actually. Its so strange how Adam and I just have a weird sixth sense about each other.

Alright wellll just when I think I have things figured out something comes up that completely blows my mind.

I'm ready for some salt potatoes and pork chops now. MMMMMM.