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Thanks so much to everyone who left comments on my new set! I would love it if you guys helped promote it as well! Just put up a pic and a link in your blogs!
Its up to 400 comments!



silk and lace

The only thing is I wish I had more pics for you guys. But Shazzy did an awesome job.
I'm thinking about trucking up there again maybe next month to shoot another one or maybe seeing if I can shoot with AlissaBrunelli. I would love that.

Anyway, I've been SO busy with work and home stuff. My grad party was this past weekend. Seeing all my family and close family friends and whatnot was awesome. It makes me realize I need to keep in touch with everyone more. Ben wasn't able to make it due to some car trouble and the weather was too bad for me to go get him. (he doesnt like me to drive up there with bad weather because he's afraid I'll get into an accident or something cause I'm not the greatest of drivers)

Things aren't going the greatest between us with him leaving for deployment so soon. Does anyone have advice for people who are being left behind while their loved one gets deployed? he's so depressed lately and is just like completely disinterested in everything that he was so involved with before and is saying that he doesnt want to drag me down and that he loves me but doesnt think he can be with me ever and all this stuff when just three weeks ago he was talking about me moving up there and wanting to spend his life with me. I'm so confused and so heartbroken over everything. I don't know what I would do without xanax. It's like in im a xanax coma. I can't sleep or function without it.

alright loves, thats all for now. I just got off a brutal 12 hour night shift and its time for sleep because I go back again tonight for another round. Please help me go pink!!!
kiss
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abracadabra4:
You might be able to join a family support group. I'm pretty sure they would let a GF in the group. If you are not close to the post/base you might find something close to home, maybe a National Guard unit who has deployed members. It sounds like he is going through a normal process, let him know you don't want to make any life changing moves, like breaking up or getting married before he leaves. Let him know you will write and call and send cookies smile For some getting deployed is similar to a grieving process and there isn't much you can do other then offer your shoulder. I guess if none of this great advice works stick with the Xanax.

Oh yea, I love your set.
May 16, 2010
pixiestixx:
i wish i could give you some advice, but i am at a loss. i just hope things get better between you two. i miss you soo much... i foresee a cashpixx reunion in the near future so we can drink vodka and cuddle
LOVE YOU <333
May 24, 2010

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