carryavengeance

bored out of my mind...i hope susan's internet is fixed whenever she gets home from work...i miss her so fuckin bad most of the time...i just wish things wouldnt be so shitty here in monroe & she could be here with me constantly

i know i sound like im a smotherer but i truly love this girl

she makes me want to be a better person & makes me want to live a better life...i love her like no one else in this world, i just hope one day she really sees how much i do love her & how much i care for her

i just wish me & her can be happy together forever...sometimes i'm difficult on her cuz im forgetful & hardheaded, but i really hope she will look past all the crap & look at the good side of us

i also wish she wouldnt be so independent sometimes, i know it's good for a girl to be that way, but i know i'm not like her past boyfriends...i just try to help her alot, i really want to help her do what she has to do...i want her to see that i'm alot different & i really care for her & i wanna make us happen...i want her to have faith in me

she is so amazing...i hope everyone finds some1 like her one day...i went thru some hell to get to finally be with her & i will never regret finally gettin her to be a part of my life

Susan, I love you.