carryavengeance

i dread being single again...

whenever susan thinks she is ready for me again i am here for her...i still love her with all my heart

this is my last entry ever...

susan broke up with me to date someone else & i told her if she ever turned out like any other girl i ever dated im giving up on life so fuck all this bullshit...i cant take this anymore

my account payment ends on september 11th & i dont think im gonna renew it...i've lost too much in the 3 days to worry bout this shit too...sometimes i wish everything would just end..

i've lost susan...i've lost my car...i almost lost my life...maybe it was meant for me to die...who knows...i can't take all this shit

wow...to top off the wreck, my girlfriend & i decided to be friends for a while cuz im a fuckin jackass & i flip out too much...i know this is my fault & i hope to better myself...this wasnt my descision but i want to show her respect cuz she wants the time alone, so im gonna do what she says cuz lately i havent...
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i got in a wreck today

my car looks like an even bigger pile of shit

i hate Monroe...i want college to end...i want to get on with life...i hate being here so fuckin much

why is life such a slow process?

wow...i wasn't expecting much from Papa Roach on their new cd "Getting Away With Murder", but i just listened to it & i have to say it's definitely worth buying, so i think i'm gonna have to get it to support my boy Coby...i met him twice & i have to say he was the coolest fuckin rockstar on this planet...most people are huge dicks...
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well i'm back from the car show in hammond...i had a great time the only thing that was bad bout it was the whole drive down there it poured down raining, but the rest of the weekend rocked...i'll try to get the few pics i took up on here soon in the pics section for everyone to see

well, i just got off work...my feet feel like they are gonna fall off...for once i didn't have to work with the head manager...i'm not complaining, it just gets boring workin with the same 2 guys everyday when we have like 3 other people who work there...can't he just mix the schedule up a lil more often???

Susan should finally have internet back so that...
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Susan's interntet still isn't workin the roadrunner cable internet fucks said they found the problem tho & they supposed to go fix it on wednesday...lazy bastards...they ain't that busy

i haven't updated in like a week for a few reasons...i was locked out the site cuz my internet explorer kept fuckin up & SG's site changed my password cuz of too many logins...i didn't even...
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bored out of my mind...i hope susan's internet is fixed whenever she gets home from work...i miss her so fuckin bad most of the time...i just wish things wouldnt be so shitty here in monroe & she could be here with me constantly

i know i sound like im a smotherer but i truly love this girl

she makes me want to be a better...
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just had an awesome weekend with my g'f...hope we can afford to see each other again really soon...i just got back from bringing her back to the shreveport area & i miss her already

right now i'm in tx with my g'f and tryin to get the net up at my apt. in tx still, i really need to go back & find a job there soon...

things are really shitty right now cuz i'm really low on cash & the bitch ass manager of the apartments made up some lame ass excuse that only 2 ppl can live...
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