So, pretty interesting day already.
Got my state board licensing date...good.
Had my date cancel on me...bad
It's my day off...good.
Too much time on my hands, to overthink and dissect every tiny little thing...bad.
People wonder why I can't sit still, and that's exactly the reason...I sit and pick apart EVERYTHING. And after too much time, I find myself stuck in a hole and I can't see any light, no matter what sunshine is headed my way.
It's almost pathetic the amount of time that is wasted in thought and not in action. I'm still lonely, even though opportunity is there. I'm still unhappy even though I am achieving my goals. There's no solution...can one buy acceptance at a store? Sure wish I could find it on sale somewhere.
Back to the self mutilaiton.....
Got my state board licensing date...good.
Had my date cancel on me...bad
It's my day off...good.
Too much time on my hands, to overthink and dissect every tiny little thing...bad.
People wonder why I can't sit still, and that's exactly the reason...I sit and pick apart EVERYTHING. And after too much time, I find myself stuck in a hole and I can't see any light, no matter what sunshine is headed my way.
It's almost pathetic the amount of time that is wasted in thought and not in action. I'm still lonely, even though opportunity is there. I'm still unhappy even though I am achieving my goals. There's no solution...can one buy acceptance at a store? Sure wish I could find it on sale somewhere.
Back to the self mutilaiton.....
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I coulda sworn I commented on this one.