carpe_diem

My head hurts today...things are not good and im kinda reeling with the events of the weekend. Everything is a blur and its taking a lot of time for me to come to terms with things. I have been singing The Killers all day same bit every time

"It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now Im falling asleep
And shes calling a cab
While hes having a smoke
And shes taking a drag
Now theyre going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And its all in my head
But shes touching hischest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just cant look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But its just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause Im Mr Brightside"

Im tired of being the happy one. The one who is always really pleased for everyone, with nothing to be happy about himself. I cant be the one who listens to everyone's problems and tells them it going to be fine.

Yeah im feeling shit