I wrote out a big long post but Safari quit on me.
I thought everything was going along smoothly again, with the A+ on my final Italian project, and now having a B in English. Until I found out I am not able to go to Jackie's b-day party because I am not of age. Honestly I understand, but I'm also really hurt... For more reasons than just not being able to go to what I consider a very important event. I'm so sick of being too young, granted I've been trying to get old and fast since I can remember, I feel out of place everywhere though. It's all in good fun, but I truly get sick of being made fun of, sometimes I want to yell about how I'm better and farther along in school than they are, but that's just a childish instinct. Alex said he would stay home and party with me. We will have our new place by then, I just need to get the electric up by then.
I got my new macbook in today, which is nice.
But I think I've been lifting stuff wrong at Goodwill, because my back really hurts.
I thought everything was going along smoothly again, with the A+ on my final Italian project, and now having a B in English. Until I found out I am not able to go to Jackie's b-day party because I am not of age. Honestly I understand, but I'm also really hurt... For more reasons than just not being able to go to what I consider a very important event. I'm so sick of being too young, granted I've been trying to get old and fast since I can remember, I feel out of place everywhere though. It's all in good fun, but I truly get sick of being made fun of, sometimes I want to yell about how I'm better and farther along in school than they are, but that's just a childish instinct. Alex said he would stay home and party with me. We will have our new place by then, I just need to get the electric up by then.
I got my new macbook in today, which is nice.
But I think I've been lifting stuff wrong at Goodwill, because my back really hurts.
there is absolutely no reason to feel hurt! i am just going to go to a bar for 2 hours. just for 2 hours. that is ALL! then i am having a party at my place! half of the people invited are not 21
including:
1)my sister & brother who are the most important attendees
2)megan
3)some friends from out of town
4)some friends at work
which is why i am having a real party after i go to the baaar for 2 hours.
this has REALLY REALLY REALLY gotten blown out of proportion!
i just want to have fun on my birthday! i don't want to think all of these negative things! i can't make everyone happy.
i am moving in to an aparment 3 weeks early just for you! so we can have a caroline-is-going-away party and such and unpack all of your things into the master bedroom! an i get the shitty concrete car view and the small shitty closet and the non-connecting bathroom and that makes ME feel shitty.
i just want to stop worrying about all of this craaap and have a good time!
i love you! i'm sorry you feel bad. but we just need to buy you a fake ID!