carolanne

Wow...yesterday was quite possibly the WORST day I've had in while.

I was talking to an ex, who hasn't talked to me in ages and he proceeded to tell me how he's pretty much not allowed to be my friend anymore because the girl he's seeing (and apparently living with) hates me for absolutely no reason. Straight up, I have never even met the chick and she despises me. She once told him "out of all the girls you've dated, I hate that asian girl most." Like, WTF?

Anyway I told him that it's unfair to be someone's secret friend. A back up friend when she isn't around. He told me all these things about how he wants me in his life and he hates his girlfriend but stays with her because she cries and tells him she hates herself and she should just die. Wahhh wahhhh.

Well, I said he had to make a choice. My friendship or the girl he hates but still dates for whatever reason because it's hurtful to me and unfair that she can pull that shit and he lets her. That if he cares, he needs to step up and tell her that it's not okay for her to make him give up on four years of friendship because of her insecurities.

Well, he said nothing. I guess we're not friends anymore. It's sad that what I thought was a solid friendship is nothing.

I then got into a huge fight with my mum.

I also got sick.

I just don't get people.