My mom finally came to terms with the idea that I want to be heavily modified.
I love my mommy. She's a really great lady, even though she's always on my back about nude and fetish modeling. I finally told her I model nude...she was actually more accepting than I imagined. As far back as I can remember, my mom has always been the person who supported my career the most. I love her deeply for that. And I love her even more for the fact that she accepted me into her life as if I was her own child. My mom adopting me is something that, to this day, has blessed me in many ways.
Growing up in this place has not always been easy and she's always been there, not matter what shitty mood I might have been in. I'm trying hard not to take that for granted anymore...my father...well, my adopted father...he's kind of not really in the picture. He's here, but he could care less. He abhors us all. He wishes we were gone. We're a huge burden to him. It's ridiculous. I wish he would just leave so she would be happy.
I think, if anything, I would want my mom to get a divorce...that way she could go out and find someone who could truely appreciate her for the wonderful person she is. She has and continues to give so much for my sister and I that it's amazing. I couldn't have asked for a better mom.
Mommadukes, I love you!
End mooshiness.
Pretty much I have been busy with work for the past few days. I got all my shit done for the next few days though, which is exciting. I just need to keep pushing myself to work harder and continue to get things done at the pace I have been lately.
So, I'm really scared to film my tape for FuseTv. I know I am supposed to show off my personality but it's really hard to get a feeling for who I am in three minutes. I guess I just feel priviledged that they even think that I have the right look for their network. Anyway wish me luck. We'll see where this all leads.
Kisses,
H.D.
p.s. I am getting a new phone here soon...anyone who is going to CW in Strongsville message me so I can send you the number and we can meet up there!
I love my mommy. She's a really great lady, even though she's always on my back about nude and fetish modeling. I finally told her I model nude...she was actually more accepting than I imagined. As far back as I can remember, my mom has always been the person who supported my career the most. I love her deeply for that. And I love her even more for the fact that she accepted me into her life as if I was her own child. My mom adopting me is something that, to this day, has blessed me in many ways.
Growing up in this place has not always been easy and she's always been there, not matter what shitty mood I might have been in. I'm trying hard not to take that for granted anymore...my father...well, my adopted father...he's kind of not really in the picture. He's here, but he could care less. He abhors us all. He wishes we were gone. We're a huge burden to him. It's ridiculous. I wish he would just leave so she would be happy.
I think, if anything, I would want my mom to get a divorce...that way she could go out and find someone who could truely appreciate her for the wonderful person she is. She has and continues to give so much for my sister and I that it's amazing. I couldn't have asked for a better mom.
Mommadukes, I love you!
End mooshiness.
Pretty much I have been busy with work for the past few days. I got all my shit done for the next few days though, which is exciting. I just need to keep pushing myself to work harder and continue to get things done at the pace I have been lately.
So, I'm really scared to film my tape for FuseTv. I know I am supposed to show off my personality but it's really hard to get a feeling for who I am in three minutes. I guess I just feel priviledged that they even think that I have the right look for their network. Anyway wish me luck. We'll see where this all leads.
Kisses,
H.D.
p.s. I am getting a new phone here soon...anyone who is going to CW in Strongsville message me so I can send you the number and we can meet up there!
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i just wanted to ask you if you were told why your set got rejected..
the pictures look great to me.
what happened?
sounds like a cool station, maybe I an try and catch it sometime. YAY its my day off, so I'm totally free to shoot a set for you