carnelian

forgot to bring my head phones.
got the day off.
girls at work are full of pety bullshit.
i officially hate the girl I've had a huge crush on for the past year and a half.
that dr mad is truly fake. and when i think of how I am married to the man she has wanted since she was twelve years old and how they just cant mantain a steady relationship, and i remember her face book status, "Tiffany, I wish I were you!!" you know it all makes sense. and I'm sorry for ever have allowed myself to believe that she could even truly be my friend.

got a tiny pay check I love it.
tattoo day tomorrow after work.
instead of hot chai today i got some iced green tea.
ate brocoli without cutting it out of the ground in my back yard.
was tasty. and drank water from the hose. sprayed the sky until my face and hair was sopping wet
then dried in the sun.
its a really beautiful day here today despite all the weird shit and ass snags.
i hope to outlast the other receptionists i work with.
i want to be the last girl standing.
i dont want to be the one who quit.
oh its june!!
I plan on doing everything i want!!