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I do like #1...Aili is very unique (at least in my experience), and I think still applies once you translated. From the short time I've learned about you, and from the photos of you seen, 'Bright' fits you well in my opinion. You do light up a room with your smile and personality. But I do agree on one point above, that feedback is good, but at the end of the day, you should pick the one that feels most right to you.

On a side note, I've been seriously considering changing my name as well, to reflect a powerful turning point in my life. I'm going by Dean here, to try it out, I may change my first name to that. If you're inclined to share your experience, I'd be very curious to hear how the process goes to make the change, as I may be going through the same in the near future.

sure um.. ok!

Owww, that reminds me that i have to water my cacti... and get my bike fixed!! o_O

i saw you on the gay girls only group today! i didn't knew you were gay! that's so nice!!

i was sad to hear about all your story with your ex, and not having found anyone yet... i know exactly how crappy that feels! i was quite in the same situation till a while ago, only i hadn't had anything serious with the person.. but it was a great friend of mine that told me he was in love with me, and by that time i liked him alright, but not that much... but then i fell in love with him, REALLY in love with, only thing was that he didn't want anything with me anymore! Then i spent almost 2 years absolutely lost, not actually liking him anymore, but it fell empty cause there was no one to replace such an intense feeling.. I was feeling like crap. I actually believed that i wasn't worthy of anyone's love, cause all the few nice people i've met in all this time went away..
But a couple months ago, when i wasn't expecting anything to happen anymore, out from nowhere came this girl, which was the best thing that ever happened to me, and now she's teaching me how great is the worldagain, and making me wanna do stuff, and making me feel worthy.

Ookay, sorry for all this oww-sentimental-clich-life-story, but i don't know,when you're out of a bad moment, everything seems so releasing! But ooookay, i shared this wiht you to say this:
So, things may take a while, a LONG while sometimes, but someday someone always comes up. :3
You're nice, i'm sure you will find someone that REALLY loves you, and that deserves your love.

Sorry again for all that.
Wish you all the best, dear!

two year old, damnit.

good for you! i agree with you on both points! people are fucked! and two i work at a place where we sold kombucha and i needed to drink at least 2 of those a day! i totally think its a comspiracy! no joke. they dont want anything out there that would do anyone good.

yay! ya, it's supposed to say sin

surprisingly, some of it, nice work
ironically my head usually spells out similar curses of work when it hits the keyboard.

im not sure if I understood this part... SHSfiyeiyewiysksfgsgfkwgweiy

cab tiy ckear that one up? lol hahah just kidding

wowee wowee

Only the most highly evolved and mature people are quick witted enough to blame the children. ;D

for many gals---not the sg kind--- this video would be like the arrowsmith guys watchin spinal tap .like: whats so funny??

hey thanks for the request

I'm staying in and watching movies

I, too, had a relaxing night tonight. I watched Remember Me.. GOOD MOVIE. And you know it was good if I say so because I hate Rob Pattinson and he was the leading man in it. I highly recommend watching it.

yeah I think a 12 pack of Coke will do that to you. Thank God there were no Pop Rocks involved. And yeah, a bag of weed was apparently more important to him. :-/

Sucky sex sucks. Think of all the volunteers you'll get here to have unsucky sex (I could say oral sex sucks, but only as a pun, not otherwise)

Sex always makes you forget what love is.

Blue velvet, sounds comfy. that would be a great day.
Ryuu