carnelian

I have a lot I'd like to share but my battery is about to die. So I will say that I am really happy right now.

the fire is burning and its still freezing inside.
the room is filling up with smoke.
all the songs are played loud.
and the stench of a man's feet
is impossible for me to understand.
I dance and laugh. I stuff my panties with socks to match.
i laugh but not at you. it was just a co-in-si-dance.
I miss being crazy.
i know there...
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Thank you all for the birthday wishes.
I tried to quit my job nicely but I think I was fired.
Ive been feeling a bit antsocial and anxious lately. I painted my shuters.they look nice. I have to go out and shake the snow out of my trees.

On my way to work today I eagerly awaited a particularly important phone call. My phone never rang. I hoped my boss would call to inform me that I was fired and demand that I never return to xenon. Then I would speak ever so cheerfully and let her know what a rotten piece of shit she is. I went to work just the same...
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So meat is gross, even those tempting little fishies. Last night all the girls from work went out. We ate at ledlobster then went to a club. Red lobster is fucking disgusting. I orderd pasta it was awful so I nibbled on some fish... Its a friends birthday today but we celebrated last night. I remember wondering how much longer it wouldbe before I found...
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One day you will love me.
One day I will return to connect with the dirt.
One day it will be today.
One day is all I know.
One day.
I am in love with a river.
I am in love with a rock.

ok. . .I am stuck at work. and its dead here.
REALLY wish I had a book. This place is just horrible.

I have tomorrow off. Someone close to me is having open heart surgery in the morning. I am a little nervous but he seems brave and confident about it, so he will probably be fine.

Wish I could remove these clothes and make...
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My set is at 96% love. I'd like to know which of my photos people really enjoy. So maybe next time I get shot, it will be to kill.

Also let me know which of my photos dont really tickle any fancy. And I'll just cut the bullshit next time.

At work right now. It's slow but I've only got another hour. yay god.

So...
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