carnaldiem

i have this nasty habit of appearing and disappearing, kinda like i do here. fucked up shit i swear it.

moving on...

i dont know why, but when i closed my bank account today, i had this nauseating feeling of emptyness. i tried to explain it to him, but he didn't get it. what made the explaining harder was that i dont know why i felt that way. i just did. i hate myself for stupid shit like that.

moving on...

im exhausted, so im going to bed. i love you all.