i hate it when a certain character in my life disappoints me, and it doesn't surprise me. *sigh* that stupid bastard. but ah well, moving on...i wish i could spend more time with certain people in my life. i wish i could see more of them. but some things are limited and stunted, which makes the moments together all the sweeter...like ambrosia...im tired. i have to go finish some things up. good nite. i ♥ you all.