carnalascetic

I had the most fucked up dream last night:


My cat had gotten run over by a car and was basically almost ripped in half. I kept trying to get people to help me with her (including close friends and even my Mom) but they kept acting like she was alright. Someone even picked her up and tossed her on the ground to show me...
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Off to see ICP in Ventura today. I'll be meeting up with a couple of other people from Milenko 500 and plan to get some profuse drinking done. Always a good show and good times.

Until next time.

"The main function of the prostate is to release a substance that makes semen into a liquid."

I will carry that with me until my dying days.

"I'm never drinking again," said the asshole typing this. He then proceeded into the kitchen to imbibe copious amounts of rum enhanced beverages.

WTF?!! Vikings vs. Colts. 31-Colts, 28 Vikings. I am going to punch myself repeatedly in the general area of my genitalia.

2nd Friday in a row where I get off work at midnight and then I have to be back at 6 A.M. I no like, but shit could be WAY worse.

Stuff and What-not:

72 hours without smoking a cigarette. 2 hours at work and I caved in like a weak little bitch. Oh well. I wasn't really trying to quit; I just didn't want to smoke. Ultimately I guess I didn't really fail myself, but still...

Anywho I will have a computer at home soon...nothing spectacular but upgradable enough to where it should last me...
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Dammit, I can't sleep. Few things in life are more irritating than trying to enter "Oneiro's domain" and all you can do is lay there wide fucking awake and get angrier by the second about it.

I think i'm expected to go downtown to the bars tommorow/tonite but when I started to type this sentence I think I heard my wallet bitterly sob (we're telepathically...
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Not being a manager/tool anymore is great...except for the arterial wound spilling forth torrentially from my wallet now. "Expenses?! HAH!!" I used to say. Now I go into deep fits of weeping and gnashing of the teeth every time I have to pay a utility bill. Of course Im not so deluded as to think there was a lucrative career awaiting me back as a...
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I'm a tool. So much for trying to make a clean break from the devil-worshipping company I was working for. I'm back working at a gas-station as just a peon cashier...but it's all good. Hardly any responsabilities, decent pay for just cashiering and I'm actually gettting paid for the hours I wor (I was on salary before). I'm only bringing home about 2/3rds of the...
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