carnalascetic

Wow. I need to go grocery shopping. Mother Hubbard has nothing on me.

Work has just been highs and lows. Constantly. There doesn't seem to be any in-between. That, or it's just the way I'm taking everything. Which is probably the case. The job still feels very alien to me. Like I don't belong there; they aren't my people; that isn't my place. No complaints,...
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Craving fast food...must resist temptation...mmmmm, jalapeo poppers, so good...so bad...

Talked to the right hand man at Food 4 Losers. Guess they're still going ahead with plans to make me the weekend day Pic. I started showing hesitation and brought up my last experience as a manager (which sucked ass)- It was like I wasn't even talking, hahah. There's no way I'm doing it without...
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So got home from work, cracked a Budweiser Select (oooooh, low carb beer , and at 6:00 in the am none the less) and walked into my room. Moments later I'm listening to said roomate and his girlfriend argue about something where mere seconds before they were all kissy on the couch. I want to be an asshole and run out into the living room...
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Wheeeee!!! I ran over a box of Stagg chili tonight with the scissor lift. I was pulling a pallet down from the steel racks when I hit it. Chili shot all over the place and the wheels were just spinning in it. I couldn't go forward, backwards or pivot at all. We had to have the other lift push it out of the mess o'...
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"Why do you think the old stories tell of men who set out on great journeys to impress the gods? Because trying to impress people just isn't worth the time and effort."

Revised as of 2:44 pm pst

Leave behind, I will, all reminders of you...

I want to work until my fingers are gushing blood.

Short tile work day today. I pretty much showed up to the jobsite just in time to help load up all the tools so we could pull off the job. I guess the GC was being a cock.

So now I...
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Dear Jeebus, I'm almost done the hour-of-sleep-here-and-there-part-of-my-week and I have to say it's not that bad so far. It's a cheap high right now, ha ha. Towards the end of my shift tonight is when I got to hop on the scissor-lift...Whooo I was all over the place spaztic style. I didn't damage anything and got 'er done but it was crazy. Lack of sleep...
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Paso heat....bleh.

'I create to destroy at hand
This path I made in the sand
And I'm off to the deepest depths
To forfeit my place on this land
The tide pulls you into me
As one I drift in the sea
The feeling is free
Yet you'll find yourself drifting with me

Don't hold your breath for long
If the undertows getting too strong...
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Follow up to yesterday's ramblings: I'm on six days a week at F4L so I can get down driving the scissor-lift around so I can get the "fill-in day pick" gig. Meaning I won't be part of night crew for two of my working days. Supposedly. I will only have Thursdays off for the next two weeks. That day "off" will be spent working with...
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Oh mees garsh. I know I'm going to be destroyed by the time the next 24 hrs. are through. I agreed to work for my old boss a few days a week for some extra duckets. The pay can't be beat, and my body needs the calorie burnage too. We're working today in S.L.O. That wouldn't be a problem. I'm going to be a little...
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