carnalascetic

I had the most fucked up dream last night:


My cat had gotten run over by a car and was basically almost ripped in half. I kept trying to get people to help me with her (including close friends and even my Mom) but they kept acting like she was alright. Someone even picked her up and tossed her on the ground to show me she was perfectly fine. The whole time Ally (my cat) was thrashing around and trying to crawl away even though her back legs were completely useless. Even worse, for some really fucked reason I decided that the only thing I could do was to snap Ally's neck to put her out of her misery; I twisted her head all the way around and it did nothing except make the most horrible crunching sounds.

When I woke up I wanted to simultaniously elbow myself in the testes and knock someone's teeth through the back of their skull.

I'm just waiting to see what sick shit my subconscious has in store for me tonight.