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carnalascetic

San Luis Obispo, CA

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Saturday Jul 15, 2006

Jul 15, 2006
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Arghghghggh. I want to vent more! Must not be negative...positive thoughts...arrghgghgh FIZZLE FUCK!

Here's the negative shit going on in my life:

1.) My Mom has a I have a polyp at the bottom of her trachea. It is restricting the airflow she is getting into her lungs. She needs more consults on exactly how to get rid of it. It will ultimately not be a simple procedure when it is to be removed.

2.) Drugs suck. I hate hard drugs. I hate it when friends use them.

3.) My Grandfather has been steadily on the decline the last few months. We were sure he was going to pass in January but he sort of recovered. Now he's not getting out of bed and is losing mental clarity. He told my Mom that he doesn't know how much longer he has; which is very unlike him. It could end suddenly or he could stay around for months. So now I have to be prepared to drop everything and get down to Whittier to see him if his health gets much worse. I will for damn sure see him again before he passes.

4.) Alcohol usage around me is getting old. Well, it was old before. Now it's just obnoxious. 90% of my friends free time is consuming alcohol. We're all late twenty year olds or early thirty year olds. Isn't it time to grow up? Does everyone have to be drunk or buzzed to do something? As I type this another beer can is been cracked open.

5.) Work is annoying. More and more is being expected of us all the time now that the new company has taken over. They have an attitude of "This is how our other stores do it. There should be no reason why you do it the same way." We are now short handed in every department. The store director is going on vacation which means that the Grocery Manager won't be doing shit. A lot is going to fall on Billy (the other PIC) and I. FUN, FUN, FUN!

6.) $$$ is going to be tight until about the middle of August. I'll finally be back on top of everything by then. I hate being broke!

Ok, I'm done. I have a lot to be thankful and happy about. My health is good. My X is running fine and I only need to get a timing belt replaced soon. Beyond that there is no scheduled maintenance on it for a while. I get my tat next Saturday from one of the best artists on the Central Coast- and an all-around cool guy. I've gotten out to the lake more times this year than last year. That's always a good thing. Met good people this summer. Um...I know there's more, but that lightened my mood.

Hope y'ur good. smile
xxnecroxx:
What kind of tattoo are you getting?
My cousin and I are getting matching tattoos when i come to California in November.
I agree with heavy alchohol consumption, My group of friends rarely drinks....we might go to the bar once a month. My boyfriend drink a guiness before he goes to bed. but he's never heavily buzzed or drunk. I on the other hand am small, so if I drink, i'm gonna get drunk, so i drink RARELY. I"m usually the DD.
Work always sucks, if it was meant to be fun it wouldnt be called work.
My Grandpas dying too! Cept my Grampa isnt too fun, he just sits in his room and stinks all day. He's a grumpy old man and he's looking forward to drying.
That sucks about youre mom , I hope everybody gets better soon!


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