carnagefairy

I'm clutching at the pieces trying to stop myself from falling apart. Love is found and lost and found and lost again and again. I'm desperately unhappy and doing everything in my power to change that. But I feel like I'm being pulled from every angle.

So I started a new degree, got a new housemate who I've known for 10 years, got a new tattoo (she's not quite done yet but she's beautiful) and I'm still going to try and get my hopeful set going. I'd like to focus on the things that make me happy. I've been so busy for so long that I've let people and passions fall through the cracks.

It's time to change. Help me. Love me.